James' Ramblings

Hello again. It's really nice to talk to Laura. :) I want to see a movie today, but there aren't many good ones out. A Beautiful Mind is a good choice, but I don't know anyone that would watch it. I want to want Ocean's Eleven too, but I want to watch that with Laura sometime. Yep, nothing good out. It's going to be another what-the-hell-am-I-gonna-do day. Most likely nothing. Oh yeah, I NEED to fold cranes for my Mom's birthday. Starting today, I have to fucking fold 50 a day...I can't do that myself!!!!!! So I need to recruit some help and maybe I'll be able to. Or, maybe I can just whip out a few hundred today. You think? Just sit and fold all day...that won't work. I'll get tired. But yeah, my b-day is this month too. The 30th if I remember correctly and looking at the little calender on this webpage, it's on a Wednesday, my favorite day of the week. How lucky am I? And then, the 11th is Laura's b-day, and the 14th is Valentine's...and on the 27th, it's Rod's b-day. A lot of b-days coming this next month or two. I can't believe I'm 20. I don't know what I've done with my 20 years. I've made a lot of people happy, a lot of people shitty, and so forth. The most important thing I've done in the almost 20 years of my life would have to be to have done what I've wanted to do. Confused???? Yeah, me too. In other words, I don't regret my life so far. I guess I'll be entering the best years of my life soon. Hopefully I'll make the most of it. =) So with that said, I'm going to sleep. Maybe I'll wake up early. Just maybe I'll set my alarm for 9 or 8 or even 7. I'll do that right now. I just set the alarm for 8. I'm going to start to slowly get into the habit of waking up early and sleeping early for my next semester. I finally got the two monitor thing working again for my computer. That extra screen helps so much. I want one more on the right side of my main monitor and I'll be content for a couple months. That means, however, I have to buy another video card which equals spending money. I can't do that. Damn. I can't wait for school to start. I need to get books and shit for my classes. I should do that soon. This kinda turned out to be a long blog. I actually read some other blogs of random people yesterday too. They're interesting. I just brushed my teeth. They feel clean. Yay. I swear that lately I've been forgetting to do something like everyday, but I can never figure out what the fuck that is. I vaguely think in my head that it's important...but dammit, I can't think of it. It's not something I have to mail...but maybe it is. Fuck it, I'll remember it like, in a couple weeks and then I'll find out that it's way too late. :) I'm going to sleep now. Hopefully I'll write in the blog at around 8 when I wake up...but I have a feeling that I'm going to wake up, turn the alarm off, and go back to sleep. Don't worry. I'll be back. G'night.