James' Ramblings

Hey!!! Okay, so I have a lot to tell you I guess since it's been, what, damn near 10 days? Actually, well, I don't even remember what happened between this time. Laura's birthday passed and that went good. I gave her my birthday present, which was a road sign that said "SLOW Children Playing". It's funny because even though there's supposed to be a pause after SLOW, it's more fun to say it without one. Hehe. She liked that. She also got other gifts like a plush tiger and an N64 game. Then there was Valentine's Day. Not a big deal for me, but Laura and I had a lot of fun. We got high (how ironic!) on that night and came back and also had fun. Well, that's the end of that. Now here's the big part of this blog. This past weekend was quite possibly my best day of my life. I had so much fun. Ashley through a party at her house. I was there, Laura, her friend Katie, Rod, Derek, Ashley (of course), Mat, Grant, Chris, Ben, Ben, JT, their friends, Luke, his friend, and even Larissa showed up. We had a great time. The beginning seemed weird because Chris' gang and our gang didn't mingle quite well. After they left, pretty much only the drunk people were left, so that was interesting. The best part of the night was that although I wasn't drunk or anything, Katie gave me Ritalin pills and I took 3 that night. My oh my was I hyper. It was the first time taking it and it was actually damn fun. The downfall of that is that I haven't slept really since then, so I'm tired, but I can't sleep. Hehe. Anyway, the drive over to Greeley to pick up Katie was fun, being it just me, Laura, and Rod. The best part, sorry, I was mistaken earlier, was that EVERYONE got along!!! Even Ashley and Derek did. We played Pocket Fighters on the PS and just hung out and talked. The drive to take Katie back to Greeley was nice too, and on the way back. Our "old" group was getting along again. On the way back to Ft. Collins from Greeley, we did a group fist love. Hehe. That was good too. The entire time I was so happy to see that everyone else was happy! I don't know how to explain it. Everyone didn't have a single problem that night. By the end of the night though, everyone was damn tired. Laura and I came back to my house and slept. Derek, Rod, and Ashley went to Denny's, apparently. I wish it could be like this all the time. Of course there's always bad news to follow. The bad news is that I have no money whatsoever to pay my rent or utilities or cell phone bill. I will have to ask my Mom or possibly Chris for some. I need to get a job. Which brings me to the other news that I'm most likely not going to be doing anything for Spring Break. Some are thinking of going to New Mexico to backpack and camp and some are still considering Missouri. I don't know what's going to happen but oh well. Oh yeah, and Ben, Ben, and JT ended up not going to Mardi Gras that I mentioned on the last blog. But all and all, this weekend was more beneficial to me than anything. It gave me a nice time off from all the stress lately. Tonight we went to Old Chicago's and our waiter was a fucking bastard. I'm going to return to the parking lot tomorrow and fucking shoot out his window on his car. He told me that Sprite (the best drink in the world) was quote, "the same damn thing" as Sierra Mist. God fucking shit. And then later on Laura and I were just bickering about stuff and he told me to quote, "Shut up, you're digging yourself deeper." By that time, I was just furious. I fucken hate that no good shit piece of bull feces. I'm going to kill that motherfucker. That's right, it may be my first murder. Uh huh. With that said, I read a little PC World today to catch up on the latest computer technology. It's roughly 1:30am right now and frankly, I am not tired at all. Well, tired, but not able to sleep. The Ritalin is still in me I guess. It should be ok by tomorrow. I have to call my sister tomorrow to see if she can check over my taxes for me. Afterwards and a few weeks later, I'll be able to claim some money! I can't wait. But I guess the high point of this blog was that party. It was great. I still can't get over it. I'm also thinking about what I should do next Fall too. I don't know if I should just work or work and school or just school or what. I don't have a clue. Well, I'm going to try and get some sort of sleep tonight. It's going to be a long day tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!! Damn. I just want to say that I love Laura too!!!! I realized how awesome she is during that party. I think I know who my real friends are now....and that's something only I will know. :) Keep reading!