James' Ramblings

Ok, it's been a while. Lots have been happening and it's all not in my favor. My brother came to visit last weekend and I had dinner with him and the family. It was a nice time I guess. The bike idea, however, is out of the question now. I am concentrating on getting a car. Yes. My car is ending is life soon. I can feel and hear it. Anyway, my proposed plan is to get a 3000GT in the coming months...hopefully. I have been under serious pressure lately. Everyone seems to be against me. That's ok though. I don't even know what to do sometimes. I think about what I should do every night before I go to bed and whatever I choose, I change by day's end. I can't make up my mind. Should I buy a car? Should I save up? What should I do? No idea. No one can help me. 2 1/2 more weeks until camp's over and everyone comes home. I'm glad about that. I can't wait for this new school year to start. I mean it. This Summer, sad to say, has been one of my worst. Many reasons contribute to this, but yeah. Currently I have no stereo in my car since I took it out on Saturday hoping I would get a car Sunday. It's Wednesday now and I haven't gotten a damn car. I don't think I will for a bit. I'm not going to install my stereo anytime soon. I may just have to go without stereo for a while. It's not so bad though. I mean, music in the car is something almost everyone who drives take granted for. It's not really necessary (except for those looooooong road trips). I really don't need it. I'm doing fine without it. It's nice to have some quiet sometimes. My credit card is almost paid off (yes, again). I don't know what I'm going to do after that, if I should cancel it or something. Yeah, well, it's burning hot in my room. I'm going to go cool off. See ya.