Wednesday, March 26, 2003
It's just incredible the things that happen when people say stuff sometimes. I don't even know what to say. I've probably created a big problem that may or may not stick around but I really don't care. There's a fine line between being dependent and being ridiculously dependent. Solving YOUR problems at the expense of OTHERS' discomfort and dissatisfaction is just wrong. It's just asking to wage war. Taking things for granted is also a bad thing to do and just builds up the problem even more and sooner or later, you're going to have to face it, whether it may end nicely or fuck up your life. And it seems as though war has been waged in a sense. Some things are just how they are and you just have to accept them. Some people just don't want to do that. I'll keep an update of what's going on in this situation over the next few weeks and we'll see how it progresses. I mean, I'm not going to back down or anything, but I'm not going to push anything more than it's been pushed already, unless it comes to the point where it has to. I hope it doesn't come to that because once it's come to that, some things won't be able to be healed. I'm going to burn a CD now, with the latest songs that I've downloaded. I may have some news for the blog later on, even. We'll see.