So, I am just writing here to tell myself and others that I am going to go watch Dark City right now. It's actually one of my favorite movies. A sci-fi thriller, I would say. Much like The Matrix, but different, if you know what I mean. And I also found the movie Fallen in my collection. I had no idea what the fuck it was until I checked http://www.imdb.com and looked it up. It has Denzel Washington and John Goodman and others. It's a horror/thriller/suspense. I'll save that for another boring day...more like tomorrow. Hehe. Yeah, well, I have nothing to do tomorrow, probably swimming and what not. And news on the website, I have the idea and design all done, I just have to get content, then I'll be able to put it up on the web for a "test run", then maybe I'll buy a domain name, like the one Ashley suggested, www.awasianbigbooty.com. Quite funny I think. Well, I'm off...cya.

Time for another edition of me rambling. Yep, you're in for a treat, but not really. So yeah, I'm almost to the point of killing myself because the fact that I haven't seen or talked to Laura for so long and that the city of Ft. Collins is pretty boring when school's out is getting to me. ACTUALLY, help me god, I really want to make a joing website with Ashley, because of her new computer and ability to scan pictures and put them up on the web. We can make it such a cool site. It'll have loads and loads of pictures. Yeah, that'll keep me busy for days. I need to now think of a good fucking design. I haven't designed a website in so long, I don't know if I can still do it! It should be fun. I'll e-mail her when I finish this blog. And Chris and I want to take a trip to somewhere, like the Bahamas or something like it, just to get the fuck away from this place. That does entail me getting a job, because no way in hell I can afford it. I would love a trip to the beach though. I miss it. Uh oh, here's a random thought coming to my head...FUCK MOVIE THEATERS THAT GET GAS LEAKS WHEN I'M CLOSE TO WATCHING THE LORD OF THE RINGS. Yeah, I wasted $14 for nothing. Then we went to Starbucks and saw this tight ass Prelude that was all pimped out. And to my surprise it was a girl's car. Rare to see, yes I know. I'm staring at the little alien dude right now. He's fucking sweet. I might go play with my monkey. No, not that, a plush one. He's sitting over there. Yeah, but, no, I'm going to take bath now...but damn, that's a lot of work...I may just sleep. I'll tell you tomorrow. Later gator, huh, huh, huh, after awhile crocodile...man, you are too funny Laura...

We saw Ashley today and went to lunch at Old Chicago. It was actually fun. I saw a really hot waitress there too...next to you, Laura, of course. *ahem*. Yeah, so I might go buy some posters for the basement area. It's so bland, it needs more decorations. I just played the guitar for like, 15 minutes during this blog...which means that I'm not in the mood for a journal right now. See ya.

Sorry, I just wanted to correct myself on the last blog. I wrote, "...I have long day tomorrow." I meant I have a long day today. Sorry. I almost fucked myself over! :) Yeah, shut up.

Well, I'm refreshed now after taking a bath. I don't even want to go to sleep, but I have a long day tomorrow. Lots of things to do today. And about that last blog entry, that was because of an e-mail I got. I'm sure the one who gave me that e-mail knows who he or she is. :) So...I've decided to take it easy until the first of the year. I was going to look for a job, but you know, I'm just going to save it for next year. I'm not in the mood to find one right now. Second, I was going to get "ready" mentally for school next semester, but yeah, that's not going to happen, so that's postponed. Does postponed have a hyphen? Does post-poned look more correct? Someone correct me if I'm wrong. We should be getting The Fast and the Furious soon, like in 2-3 days. Yes, I know, it's supposed to come out Jan. 2nd, but I have skills. :) Plus, it's a Christmas present for Chris. My body is all itchy again. I think I'm going to sleep. Have fun you guys with whatever you are doing. I'm signing out for now. G' night.

I'm such a lucky guy!

I passed my Plants and Civilizations class! Thank god, now I don't think I have to take that again. I'm in a good mood right now. :)

I was looking at some job openings earlier today and there are a lot of them. I just have to take, ahem, some tests, so I have to wait a couple weeks and by that time I'm sure it'll be taken. Dang. Nothing to do. I forgot to clean Ashley's house...I feel bad. I may do that later tonight or early tomorrow morning before I go home. We'll see. :) Laters.

So yeah, I got home today around 1 or so. Chris isn't here. I don't know where he is. I called Ashley last night because I was bored. It was nice to hear her again. Seems like she's having fun. I saw a lot of my old friends again. Turns out one of my good friends from freshman year is going to California for college next semester in Oakland. That's so awesome. I wish I can go live in California. I miss the beach and the "thugness". Anyway, yeah, we're going to try and do shit before he leaves. I haven't talked to him in like 2 years? And then we hung out at the bowling alley. I didn't bowl, but it was kinda fun. I guess you have to bowl to have fun in a bowling alley. What is that all about? And then we went to Old Chicago's and I ate cheese garlic bread. It was ok. That's about it. I am doing nothing tomorrow. I think I'm going to be home alone for the first time in a while. I may just sleep. Unless Chris is just out today and is going to be back home soon. I don't know. It's Chrismas eve...I didn't even realize that. Happy eve guys. I really miss Laura. I hope she is having fun in St. Louis. I can't wait to see her. I should get into a better mood huh? It's the Christmas season! Woo hoo...yeah, that didn't work. I'll see ya tomorrow. Merry Christmas if I don't write again.

Okay, well, we didn't get done what we wanted to last night, most likely because I got a little high. I think we are going to finish stuff up today and like, clean Ash's house tonight. We thought of a cool thing to do with our window areas...um, you know those little open areas by the window sills in the basement? We were going to fill them up with sand, cover the top so light and shit doesn't get through, and we were going to make it into a beach for the one in my room and a desert for the one in the basement...yeah, so, if you didn't understand what I was trying to get at, sorry. I'm so happy that Laura had a great Christmas. Kinda makes we want to remember some of the Christmas' that I had when I was young. I loved hangin' out with my brothers and sister back then. I'm all sad now.............I wonder if we'll ALL get back together again sometime. I hope so. I remember when I always used to hang out with Yoshi. :) We'd just play video games mostly, but it was so fun. We got along so well. I just played golf with Ken, but we did do some fun things like take road trips. And as for my sister, I swear I really didn't do much but her slamming the door shut when my pinky was there kinda sucked. Come to think of it, I really didn't do much with her. Oh well. I miss my friend from California the most I think. I haven't seen him in at least a year now. I saw him last Christmas, but before that it was like 2-3 years, so. He's changed a lot. People change too fast I think. This blogger is becoming kinda memorious (I don't think that's a word). I miss hangin' out with my Mom too, though. I haven't seen her much in the past 2 years, probably maybe like, a week combined? Thinking of all this, I may go down to eat dinner and stuff with my Mom. Um...yeah, well I have to go because I don't want to write anymore of this. I'll talk to you later.

So I just set up my voice mail. It sounds so gay. But then again, Chris has the gayest, fruitiest one I've ever heard. Anyway. Yeah, I waiting for this payment that a person sent me for the camera that I sold. It was supposed to be here by 10:30 and it's already 11...what the fuck. I can't do anything until I get that money, so. Duh, duh, duh, duh...I don't know what to do..."help me!!!!!! help you!!!!!!!" hehe, "I am the last one" oh, oh, "Listen to my hooves, listen to my hooves!!"...dang, am I still high?????

Man, yesterday was the best day I've ever had this year. I woke up, went down to Longmont, saw the first Lord of the Rings with Chris and Ben at a nice theater. I loved that movie. It was something that I was waiting for for a year and it was great. Then I saw my Mom, but she had a cold, so I didn't stay long. Hehe. Um, then we came back, and I got a $50 gift certificate to King Soopers from my sister and her family. I was so happy by then. Damn, and then later I smoked. In fact, I'm still high now..and it's taking so long to write this. I guess "someone" caught a very big mistake that I made in my earlier blogs. I like, one of my foremost laws that I set for myself. I can't believe it. What else? I think I may go paintball gun shopping tomorrow with Derek. Other than the fact that I'm thirsty and hungry, there is nothing else to talk about. Man, that was my favorite day. I'll write for sure again later. Maybe I'll have an equal or even better day today!!!!!!!!!! Yay!

Uh...I'll write again soon when I'm in a better mood. :)

I just woke up...man, my body is aching like no other. I felt like shit last night before I went to sleep, but now it's a little better, even though it still bothers me. Maybe because I haven't eaten in a while. I'm gonna go eat now. I'll write again later.

Scratch that, TODAY was the most unproductive...soon, it's gonna get to the point where waking up in the high point. But yeah, the sleeping bag was damn warm last night. I didn't have a problem of being cold like I usually do. Speaking of sleep, I haven't had a dream in a while. I want to be the people who can dream whenever they want. I'm bored when I sleep. I need excitement. I didn't go down to Longmont today even though the roads were perfectly fine. Ashley said she's going to bring home a lot of muffins from home, so that made me happy. I sold my Canon Elph camera today. I'll send that out once I get the money. I'm listening to trance right now...this is the best one ever. It's 54 minutes long, so no worries about being short. G'night!

Today was possibly the most unproductive day of my life so far. I woke up, did nothing for a few hours, and then we played a computer game (me and Chris) for about 3 hours and went to bed...talk about boring. It snowed again like at 8pm or so. I was thinking of going down to Longmont, but if the roads seem bad tomorrow, I'm not going. I was going to get a hair cut too. Gas bill came and we came to a conclusion to start using the fireplace less...it was pretty high. Sadly, that's about the extent of the things I have to say. I'm using Laura's sleeping bag tonight as a blanket because it's probably the warmest thing in my room next to the lava lamp. I learned more songs on the guitar, including Incubus and Counting Crows. 9 more days until the happy ho, ho, ho!

Fuck shit fuck shit. I just wrote a really long blog and I clicked the wrong fucking button so it didn't save it...dammit! I'm pissed now. Well, here's an overview of what I said, really short: I'm high, hungry, bored as shit, thinking of playing Dragon Warrior, thinking of Laura, know that I'm supposed to do something, but I don't know what...and I think that's it. Oh yeah, I had a lot of fun hangin' out with Derek and Rod last night like the good ol' times. I saw their new house and it's pretty nice. We played with the train set for a while too. It was sooooo funny. Well, I would write more, but my hands are tired since I already wrote a long one that nobody will ever see again. Peace out my brotha.

I was just searching the internet and found something that I'm gonna get Laura. :) Too bad nobody's gonna find out until I give it to her.

It's been 3 days. Sorry again, this time to Laura, who I told that I'd write in it yesterday, but didn't. Oops. Today we took Ashley to to the airport so she could fly back home to Missouri, for those of you who didn't know where she was from. Laura also went home to Denver. I'm gonna miss them both. :( Good news is that this semester is finally over. I have to get pumped up for next semester. It's gonna be a rough semester, but that's not until Jan. 14 or something, so I'm not gonna worry about that now. I haven't ate today. I may eat a TV dinner tonight, with the permission of Chris, since it's his. I think Ben (my other roommate if I haven't mentioned it) went down to Longmont pretty much for the entire break. I'll be down in Longmont a few times to hang out with my Mom and friends. I was thinking of hanging out with Derek in the new house and we were supposed to go paintball gun shopping, but that didn't go through. I will call him tomorrow, if he's free. Tomorrow, I'm going to get an application for some jobs, call the lodge place in Estes Park to reserve a place for New Year's Eve. Not much is gonna be happening since everyone is out of town and school is out. I should be working, but oh well. I know I had something else on my mind yesterday to write on here, but I can't think of it right now. Tonight's agenda: surf the net all night long. :)

Wow, it's been like almost a week and a half since my last blog. Sorry. But, it was out of my control. Our internet was out for just less than a week and we got it back up again a couple days ago. Let me catch you guys up on news. It's finals week and I've already taken a test. I have three more, but that's on Wednesday, then I'm completely done. Chris and Ashley broke up, but it's in a weird stage right now. I have to get a few more Christmas presents, but first I need to get money. Speaking of which, I am going to try and get a job as a parking lot monitor on campus. I just give out tickets and cleans busses and shit. That is easy enough for me. It's money too. I need money. I made sell some shit soon, but I don't think I have anything more to sell! My Mom is doing well, I think. I haven't called in a while, but she just e-mailed a few hours ago. I'll call sometime this week. It's late now. I'm glad that I don't have to take a final tomorrow. On Wednesday night, I think I'm going down to Longmont to hang out with some friends. We are gonna drink and smoke cigars. I haven't smoked cigars in so long. I haven't "smoked" in 6 weeks! I don't know what's worse. Me wanting to smoke or the fact that I'm counting the days that I don't smoke. I also have a goal for my computer upgrade by this summer. I'm going to eventually connect 4 monitors to my computer. How cool is that going to be? Fucking awesome, that's what. I've been learning more Blink 182 songs on my guitar. I'm starting to like it. I'm drinking water out of my Vodka bottle right now. I am also going to start hanging out with Derek, Mat, and the gang, since I haven't for like, nearly a month now. I hope the Christmas season and New Year's is a good one this year. I would say I've had an ok year so far. I'll do a complete rundown of my year at the end of year. I always think of resolutions, but I never keep them. That reminds me. I'm going to sell a couple of my books from this semester back. That should give me some cash. In a week and a half, the first part of The Lord of the Rings is going to be out in theaters...I can't wait! I've been waiting for that movie for damn near 10 months now. That about wraps it up for today. It's the longest one I've written. It's kinda nice to let all your thoughts out. I should do it more often. Laters.