Well, I haven't written in a day, but a lot of things happened. Well, actually not that many things, but here's the scoop. Yesterday I finally finished sanding all the wood for the entertainment center. Oh yeah, I didn't mention that. Well, I was asked to help out with my brother-in-law's entertainment center at my old house in Niwot, so I accepted since I wasn't really doing anything. I sanded the wood so that now I can stain it. I stained a few already, and I think it's looking good. I will most likely finish it today and that's probably going to be it. I'm leaving tomorrow and the staining takes 2 hours to let dry, and i have to do 2 coats. I might be able to get onto the clear coat thing, but we'll see about that. I talked to Laura and Ashley for a loooooong time last night. It was fun. I miss Laura more than anything. I get to see her tomorrow! Yeah, school is starting on Monday and it's a do or die semester for me. But you knew that :). I'm such in a happy mood right now. I can't tell you why yet, but I'll be posting it here and keep you up to date. I watched more Food Network today. I watched Good Eats! It was the first since, what, like, 44-5 months? Oh well, I fell asleep during it, but it was about bacon. Oh how I love bacon. So yeah, there's this Circle of Poo song that Mr. Hankey sings in South Park. Ashley and I discovered the wonder of this like, a couple days ago. We're going to sing it to Laura. Hehe. Exciting huh? Um, what else. The party of Friday should be a good one. I still have to contact a few more people. The keg is most likely going to be Fat Tire. Not bad huh? I'm full of energy right now. Damn. Also, it snowed last night here a couple inches. It didn't even look like it was going to snow, but it did. I don't know about the rest of the state, like Ft. Collins where I live, but I'm sure it's the same or probably a little less. We always get smaller amounts of snow. Good thing the sanding is done because I sure as hell ain't gonna be doing that in the garage in this weather. It was cold enough as it was! I was eating peanuts earlier. They're really good. Planters of course. I am in the mood to eat Pistacchios or however you spell it. Those are good too. I think I am going to eat now and get full, then by that time, my brother-in-law's teleconference in the basement should be over. Then I'll get back to staining baby. Well, I'll see ya. Have a good day.

Hey...well, I have a lot to say this time, actually, and some of it's somewhat important, but right now I am not in the mood to write at all, so I'll talk later. Bye.

Hey there. So, today is finally the start of the last week of break for us. I think H.S. kids have already started today. I'm going to see Ocean's Eleven today. I just woke up, so, sorry for my boring way of writing right now. In fact, I don't know what the hell I'm saying or writing or thinking. It's all jumbled in my head and I'm just writing it down. I'll maybe give a review of the movie when I get back...and then I have to get a couple rolls of film developed. I'm curious as to what's on them, since I have no clue. It's from a while back, so we'll see. I went down to Longmont last night on a last second call from Ben so I went down there and we were supposed to drink white russians watching The Big Lebowski, but that didn't pan out so it was pretty much a waste of time and gas. But I did laugh a shitload though. I always do when I'm in the company of Darryl and Zach. We're going to get a party going on Friday...hopefully it'll be a good one. Well, I'm going to eat, go to the ATM and that should be just about time for me to go. I'll check back in later.

Hello again. It's really nice to talk to Laura. :) I want to see a movie today, but there aren't many good ones out. A Beautiful Mind is a good choice, but I don't know anyone that would watch it. I want to want Ocean's Eleven too, but I want to watch that with Laura sometime. Yep, nothing good out. It's going to be another what-the-hell-am-I-gonna-do day. Most likely nothing. Oh yeah, I NEED to fold cranes for my Mom's birthday. Starting today, I have to fucking fold 50 a day...I can't do that myself!!!!!! So I need to recruit some help and maybe I'll be able to. Or, maybe I can just whip out a few hundred today. You think? Just sit and fold all day...that won't work. I'll get tired. But yeah, my b-day is this month too. The 30th if I remember correctly and looking at the little calender on this webpage, it's on a Wednesday, my favorite day of the week. How lucky am I? And then, the 11th is Laura's b-day, and the 14th is Valentine's...and on the 27th, it's Rod's b-day. A lot of b-days coming this next month or two. I can't believe I'm 20. I don't know what I've done with my 20 years. I've made a lot of people happy, a lot of people shitty, and so forth. The most important thing I've done in the almost 20 years of my life would have to be to have done what I've wanted to do. Confused???? Yeah, me too. In other words, I don't regret my life so far. I guess I'll be entering the best years of my life soon. Hopefully I'll make the most of it. =) So with that said, I'm going to sleep. Maybe I'll wake up early. Just maybe I'll set my alarm for 9 or 8 or even 7. I'll do that right now. I just set the alarm for 8. I'm going to start to slowly get into the habit of waking up early and sleeping early for my next semester. I finally got the two monitor thing working again for my computer. That extra screen helps so much. I want one more on the right side of my main monitor and I'll be content for a couple months. That means, however, I have to buy another video card which equals spending money. I can't do that. Damn. I can't wait for school to start. I need to get books and shit for my classes. I should do that soon. This kinda turned out to be a long blog. I actually read some other blogs of random people yesterday too. They're interesting. I just brushed my teeth. They feel clean. Yay. I swear that lately I've been forgetting to do something like everyday, but I can never figure out what the fuck that is. I vaguely think in my head that it's important...but dammit, I can't think of it. It's not something I have to mail...but maybe it is. Fuck it, I'll remember it like, in a couple weeks and then I'll find out that it's way too late. :) I'm going to sleep now. Hopefully I'll write in the blog at around 8 when I wake up...but I have a feeling that I'm going to wake up, turn the alarm off, and go back to sleep. Don't worry. I'll be back. G'night.

So, well, I woke up at like noon again. I need to start getting into school mode soon. That's gonna be hard. Um, we're going to see Behind Enemy Lines when time comes to 4:55. Derek apparently went snowboarding, which I would love to go. Ashley and Grant are gone for a day or two, so it's pretty much only me, Chris and Rod in town. I said I was going to go job searching, but yeah, I don't think that's gonna happen. Hehe. I'm drinking A&W rootbeer right now. Mmm...it's not that good. It also weird that lately I've been getting a signal on my phone in my room in my basement. I guess I won't complain. We're going to play Starcraft for a bit now and then I should be getting ready for the movie. Rod wanted me to smoke, but I can't. Hehe. I hope no one else reads this, especially family. :) I'll see you later.

I just woke up. I'm gonna take a shower...um, that's it.

It's me again. I'm starting to write in this at like 2-3 in the morning consistently now. We went to Denver yesterday and hung out with Laura. It was fun. Lately something's been bothering me. Maybe I'll write about it in here, but I'll wait until it all comes clear to me. There's not much news. I called my Mom today. And there is absolutely nothing planned for little ol' me during this weekend. Watching The Fast and the Furious has made me want to work on a car more and more now. I've always wanted to, but just couldn't due to time, money, and motivation. We'll see...maybe it'll be a Summer project? Who knows. Right now I should be concentrating on school. Ok, so my upper left arm hurts for no reason. I don't know what I did to it. Maybe I slept on it for too long or something, but it hurts. Man, when we were at Laura's, I decided to hide in a box and jump out when Ellen walked downstairs. I yelled, "I'm a chef!!!!!" as I jumped out, and then I ended up falling since the floor was slick and the box was cardboard. It was funny though. I'm gonna sleep now or try to. Happy surfing.

Low and behold, here I am still awake at 5 in the morning. I can't sleep. Well, here's what I've done since the last blog. I surfed for like 30 minutes. Then I went upstairs to eat a bagel with salami, cheese, and cream cheese, two hard-boiled eggs, a cookie, drank some orange juice and several cups of coffee. I am NOT going to be able to sleep for at least a few more days. Man, I'm not tired at all, but I can't stand doing nothing. I can't sleep AT ALL. Today is either going to be 1) a long day since I'm going to be up more than 24 hours, 2) a weird day because I'm going to take a nap around 3 when I actually get tired and wake up again around midnight, or 3) just a long day period. Chris is still sleeping on the couch. I would have thought that he would have waken up and went to his own bed. Oh, speaking of bed, mine's empty because I'm here typing and babbling because I can't sleep. I have a cup of coffee with me right now. I'll sip on that until like 7 or so. Maybe Laura will come online when she gets back from her doctor's appointment. Wouldn't that be just great? I am now going to e-mail a few friends...actually, I just decided not to. Hehe. I have to call my Mom because she left a message last night. Well, I'm off to more surfing...

Whoa, it's been 3-4 days. :) Happy new year to everyone who reads this if I haven't told you already. New years eve we just hung out at Derek's house and watched the count down. It wasn't that big of a deal. To me anyway. It was nice to see Laura again. (maybe that's why I haven't written in here for so long) :) I just watched The Fast and the Furious. I love the cars in there. My favorite has to be the orange Supra. Nothing else is new actually. Ashley was puking herself crazy last night. I'll credit the puking to alcohol. Laura went back home for the break today. Chris fell asleep during the movie and he's on the couch. I woke up at midnight after a, well, I don't remember how long my nap was...maybe 3-4 hours? I just fell asleep. When I woke up I was like, "Shit!!!!!!! It's midnight". Now I'm awake as a mother fucker. I got my second monitor from Laura today too! It's sitting right here next to my main monitor. I love extra desk space. I also got a ton of gifts from her too. I'm a happy guy. I'm listening to Goo Goo Dolls right now. I have to start looking for a job. I have to get one by the 14th. That's when school starts and my quest for the 4.0 starts. Until then, it's job searching and taking it easy. I probably won't sleep until like 7 now. My entire sleep schedule probably fucked up now. Anyway, I just wanted to post a little something on here.

I just woke up. I have a few things that I have to do today, so it's a rather busy day for me if you compare it to my other days. I had a really weird dream too. I'll write all about it later, but it was just weird. I miss my friends. One of my good friends came back the 28th...I think...so I don't know. I have to see him soon. That's about it to report this morning. My body is aching!!! Laters.

So, I am just writing here to tell myself and others that I am going to go watch Dark City right now. It's actually one of my favorite movies. A sci-fi thriller, I would say. Much like The Matrix, but different, if you know what I mean. And I also found the movie Fallen in my collection. I had no idea what the fuck it was until I checked http://www.imdb.com and looked it up. It has Denzel Washington and John Goodman and others. It's a horror/thriller/suspense. I'll save that for another boring day...more like tomorrow. Hehe. Yeah, well, I have nothing to do tomorrow, probably swimming and what not. And news on the website, I have the idea and design all done, I just have to get content, then I'll be able to put it up on the web for a "test run", then maybe I'll buy a domain name, like the one Ashley suggested, www.awasianbigbooty.com. Quite funny I think. Well, I'm off...cya.

Time for another edition of me rambling. Yep, you're in for a treat, but not really. So yeah, I'm almost to the point of killing myself because the fact that I haven't seen or talked to Laura for so long and that the city of Ft. Collins is pretty boring when school's out is getting to me. ACTUALLY, help me god, I really want to make a joing website with Ashley, because of her new computer and ability to scan pictures and put them up on the web. We can make it such a cool site. It'll have loads and loads of pictures. Yeah, that'll keep me busy for days. I need to now think of a good fucking design. I haven't designed a website in so long, I don't know if I can still do it! It should be fun. I'll e-mail her when I finish this blog. And Chris and I want to take a trip to somewhere, like the Bahamas or something like it, just to get the fuck away from this place. That does entail me getting a job, because no way in hell I can afford it. I would love a trip to the beach though. I miss it. Uh oh, here's a random thought coming to my head...FUCK MOVIE THEATERS THAT GET GAS LEAKS WHEN I'M CLOSE TO WATCHING THE LORD OF THE RINGS. Yeah, I wasted $14 for nothing. Then we went to Starbucks and saw this tight ass Prelude that was all pimped out. And to my surprise it was a girl's car. Rare to see, yes I know. I'm staring at the little alien dude right now. He's fucking sweet. I might go play with my monkey. No, not that, a plush one. He's sitting over there. Yeah, but, no, I'm going to take bath now...but damn, that's a lot of work...I may just sleep. I'll tell you tomorrow. Later gator, huh, huh, huh, after awhile crocodile...man, you are too funny Laura...

We saw Ashley today and went to lunch at Old Chicago. It was actually fun. I saw a really hot waitress there too...next to you, Laura, of course. *ahem*. Yeah, so I might go buy some posters for the basement area. It's so bland, it needs more decorations. I just played the guitar for like, 15 minutes during this blog...which means that I'm not in the mood for a journal right now. See ya.

Sorry, I just wanted to correct myself on the last blog. I wrote, "...I have long day tomorrow." I meant I have a long day today. Sorry. I almost fucked myself over! :) Yeah, shut up.

Well, I'm refreshed now after taking a bath. I don't even want to go to sleep, but I have a long day tomorrow. Lots of things to do today. And about that last blog entry, that was because of an e-mail I got. I'm sure the one who gave me that e-mail knows who he or she is. :) So...I've decided to take it easy until the first of the year. I was going to look for a job, but you know, I'm just going to save it for next year. I'm not in the mood to find one right now. Second, I was going to get "ready" mentally for school next semester, but yeah, that's not going to happen, so that's postponed. Does postponed have a hyphen? Does post-poned look more correct? Someone correct me if I'm wrong. We should be getting The Fast and the Furious soon, like in 2-3 days. Yes, I know, it's supposed to come out Jan. 2nd, but I have skills. :) Plus, it's a Christmas present for Chris. My body is all itchy again. I think I'm going to sleep. Have fun you guys with whatever you are doing. I'm signing out for now. G' night.

I'm such a lucky guy!

I passed my Plants and Civilizations class! Thank god, now I don't think I have to take that again. I'm in a good mood right now. :)

I was looking at some job openings earlier today and there are a lot of them. I just have to take, ahem, some tests, so I have to wait a couple weeks and by that time I'm sure it'll be taken. Dang. Nothing to do. I forgot to clean Ashley's house...I feel bad. I may do that later tonight or early tomorrow morning before I go home. We'll see. :) Laters.

So yeah, I got home today around 1 or so. Chris isn't here. I don't know where he is. I called Ashley last night because I was bored. It was nice to hear her again. Seems like she's having fun. I saw a lot of my old friends again. Turns out one of my good friends from freshman year is going to California for college next semester in Oakland. That's so awesome. I wish I can go live in California. I miss the beach and the "thugness". Anyway, yeah, we're going to try and do shit before he leaves. I haven't talked to him in like 2 years? And then we hung out at the bowling alley. I didn't bowl, but it was kinda fun. I guess you have to bowl to have fun in a bowling alley. What is that all about? And then we went to Old Chicago's and I ate cheese garlic bread. It was ok. That's about it. I am doing nothing tomorrow. I think I'm going to be home alone for the first time in a while. I may just sleep. Unless Chris is just out today and is going to be back home soon. I don't know. It's Chrismas eve...I didn't even realize that. Happy eve guys. I really miss Laura. I hope she is having fun in St. Louis. I can't wait to see her. I should get into a better mood huh? It's the Christmas season! Woo hoo...yeah, that didn't work. I'll see ya tomorrow. Merry Christmas if I don't write again.

Okay, well, we didn't get done what we wanted to last night, most likely because I got a little high. I think we are going to finish stuff up today and like, clean Ash's house tonight. We thought of a cool thing to do with our window areas...um, you know those little open areas by the window sills in the basement? We were going to fill them up with sand, cover the top so light and shit doesn't get through, and we were going to make it into a beach for the one in my room and a desert for the one in the basement...yeah, so, if you didn't understand what I was trying to get at, sorry. I'm so happy that Laura had a great Christmas. Kinda makes we want to remember some of the Christmas' that I had when I was young. I loved hangin' out with my brothers and sister back then. I'm all sad now.............I wonder if we'll ALL get back together again sometime. I hope so. I remember when I always used to hang out with Yoshi. :) We'd just play video games mostly, but it was so fun. We got along so well. I just played golf with Ken, but we did do some fun things like take road trips. And as for my sister, I swear I really didn't do much but her slamming the door shut when my pinky was there kinda sucked. Come to think of it, I really didn't do much with her. Oh well. I miss my friend from California the most I think. I haven't seen him in at least a year now. I saw him last Christmas, but before that it was like 2-3 years, so. He's changed a lot. People change too fast I think. This blogger is becoming kinda memorious (I don't think that's a word). I miss hangin' out with my Mom too, though. I haven't seen her much in the past 2 years, probably maybe like, a week combined? Thinking of all this, I may go down to eat dinner and stuff with my Mom. Um...yeah, well I have to go because I don't want to write anymore of this. I'll talk to you later.